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You don’t know my struggle, you don’t know all I’ve been through, but just know I’ve changed, I’m not the same. I’ve grown and learned. I might look back in the past and remember the pain but no way I’m going back. I should thank those who hurt me, you made me into a woman.

A while ago…last year, my dad was having trouble with his knee.  I was asking everyone to pray for him.  he was doing good with his knee until now, i think he’s actually considering the knee replacement surgery.  Just keep him in prayer with whatever decision he makes!!

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When I was in a relationship it seemed like all my friends were single, wanting a boyfriend like mines, now when I’m single every friend is either in a relationship or is about to be in one lol

At first I didn’t like the thought of being alone.  I still have my moments but I feel like this is the time that God is preparing me for that special someone.  Of course sometimes when we think we’re ready, we’re really not.  I feel like I have more evaluating to do…I have more cleaning on the inside to do.  How can you be with someone when you don’t have yourself together?

So right now I’m kinda content.  I want a relationship but then again, I can wait.  But I do know God is gonna bless me with a wonderful man who will be my husband.  I’m not waiting for boyfriend material, I’m waiting for my husband. 

A lot of relationships fail because of lack of patience.  We cant jump up and love someone we just met a week ago, ready to get married.  Everything will come into place if you let it and if that person isn’t for you, he/she just isn’t for you, life goes on.  No rush on love.  If it is God’s plan it’ll be perfect.  You’ll know this person deep down is for you and no one other.  When this person is for you there wont be options.  It took me a while to actually figure that out.  You should never be an option.  I’d like to be #2 and #2 only as in GOD then ME.

Never accept being a rebound.  You can do better.  If he/she only wants you when their relationship is sour at the moment…its no good.  You can do a lot better than that. 

But what I realized is that I’m never alone honestly. God is with me and praying to him makes me feel way much better than talking to someone I thought loved me. 

This was just some random thoughts on things I see, hoping I can help someone from what I’ve been through, hoping to encourage anyone :)

Just had to reblog…I should do this more often